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06/17/05
She
woke up to the sight of green walls; to be more exact puke green walls. “What am I doing here?” Darlene wondered.
She felt a pain going through her wrist. When she looked at her wrist she saw the bandage. That’s when everything started
coming back to her. She had slit her wrist. She wanted to kill her self so she tried to.
Darlene looked around and saw
her mom and sisters sleeping on the couch near her bed. How could I have tried to kill myself was all Darlene could wonder.
Darlene looked up and saw Tim walk in her room. “Hey Tim,” Darlene whispered so she wouldn’t wake anybody
up. “How long have I been in the hospital?”
“Two days,” Tim replied. “How could you try and
kill yourself. The last two days have been living hell for me. I didn’t know if you would make it. I love you and I
don’t ever want to lose you.”
“I never knew you loved me Tim,” Darlene replied. “I have always
loved you I will never do something this stupid ever again.”
“You promise?” Tim said.
“Yes I
promise,” said Darlene, “I will never do it again.”
06/17/05
Darlene sat by the phone
waiting for Tim to call. The phone rings. Finally Darlene thought. “Hello,” Darlene answers the phone expecting
to hear Tim’s happy voice. Instead what she hears is Tim’s voice sounding very worried. “Darlene, I have
some bad news.”
“WHAT!?!?” Darlene asked.
“There was an accident. Dexter was in a car accident.
He’s in ICU in MCV in Richmond.”
“No, don’t tell me this. You’re lying. This is all a sick
joke. Before Darlene slammed the phone on the hook she heard Tim saying, “Stay there, I’m on my way. Darlene heard
the doorbell ring and expected to open it and see Tim and Dexter there laughing at her. She opened the door and Tim stood
thereby himself. She hit her knees realizing Tim wasn’t lying and this isn’t all a joke. Dexter really was in
a car accident.
*A few years later*
“Look out!” Dexter shouted as the football headed Darlene’s
way. Darlene looked up at Dexter. She could not believe that just a few years ago Dexter was sitting in ICU. The doctors were
saying they didn’t think he would make it, but Dexter was strong. He made it and Darlene was happy that she didn’t
lose one of her good friends.
06/17/05
GONE
I wander through this house
Dazed and confused
Not
knowing what is going on
Everything I care about gone, moved, or dead
I miss them all so much
Can’t wait for
my life to end
Can’t wait until my time is finally up
I can’t wait to be taken
Can’t wait to be
in heaven
To see my dad again
And no longer miss my best friend
Well I guess its time for this to end
Now go into
the world
Let them all know
Exactly what I feel
06/18/05
Jeremy was on the way out the door, when his
mom called him back. “Bye Jeremy, I love you.”
I love you to mom, bye” Jeremy said as he walked out of
the door. “I’ll be home around 11:00,” he added right before he shut the door.
Jeremy was on his way
to the hospital to see Sarah. She had just been diagnosed with leukemia. Jeremy had been dating Sarah for almost three years
now. Jeremy was 16 when Sarah, then 15, started dating.
Jeremy got in his car and drove to MCV. When he got there he reached
in his glove box and pulled something out. Jeremy got out of his car and walked into the hospital. “I’m here to
see Sarah Tokar.” Jeremy told the nurse at the frond. He had grown accustomed to seeing these nurses in the past week
as he visited Sarah.
“Go ahead and go up Jeremy,” Patricia, one of the nurses said. “I’m sure she
waiting for you.
“Thank you Patricia,” Jeremy replied as he walked up to Sarah’s room. Sarah opened
her eyes. “Hi Jeremy!”
“Hey sweetie,” Jeremy said as he leaned down to kiss her. “Sarah,
sit up I need to talk to you about something.”
“Why? What’s wrong?”
“Don’t worry
nothings wrong.”
“Okay,” Sarah said as she sat up, “talk to me.”
“Okay,” Jeremy
took a deep breath. He pulled the little box that he had gotten out of his glove box and got down on one knee. “Sarah
I know I’m only 19, but you mean the world to me. I can’t see spending my life with anyone but you. I love you
Sarah. Will you please marry me, and do me the honor of spending the rest of my life with you?”
Sarah looked at Jeremy
as the tears came rolling in. “I love you Jeremy and Yes I’ll marry you.”
*A YEAR LATER*
“And
do you Sarah Tokar take Jeremy Parker to be your lawfully wedded husband to honor in to cherish, in sickness and in health
until death do you part,” the reverend said.
“I do,” Sarah said.
“You may now kiss the bride.”
“We’re
finally married and you’re in remission,” Jeremy said.
“Yeah and I go back tomorrow for my tests.”
Sarah replied.
“Yeah but they’ll come but ok.” Jeremy said as if he were positive.
*A few weeks
later*
“Hello Sarah,” Dr Coleman says.
“Hello Doctor so what are the results of my tests?”
“I’m
sorry to tell you Sarah, but the cancer has come back.”
“NO!” Sarah started to cry.
“I’m
so sorry”
Sarah began to cry in the coming months Sarah steadily got worse. Finally the doctors only gave her a few
days to live. Jeremy sat there by her side the whole time. As she took her last breath she said, “I will always be there
for you, watching over you. I love you but now it’s my time to leave this world.”
“I love you to Jeremy
said. “Good bye my love and he gently kissed her lip one last time. Then she died and Jeremy began to cry.
06/18/05
Destiny
My
life sucks
Everything in Pieces
Some friends leaving
Some moving on to better things
One leaving for South Korea
Why
do they have to go?
Go and leave me behind.
It’s called fate.
And this is my DESTINY!
06/18/05
Could
this be love?
What’s this feeling I feel
My heart is pounding
It feels as if my heart is going to jump
out of my chest
Could this be love?
When I see you I get all tongue tied
Can’t talk at all
Except for
a simple “Hello”
When I really want to say much more
Could this be love?
You’re the first one
I want to call
When I get news
Whether the news is good or bad
You’re always the one I want to tell first
Could
this be love?Yes I think it could.
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